Okay. So I'm not exactly sure where to start, but I'll start with that I'm scared. I've only been with one person and it was for three years of my life, so meeting someone new is something that is equally as scary as it is exciting. I'm 21 years old and I love to go out, whether it be clubs, bars, movies, friends houses, anything that keeps me occupied. On the other hand, I love staying in sometimes and just crawling into bed and watching TV/Movie. My favorite color is green, and sometimes I wonder where the hell 21 years went. I work at Spencer Gifts as a manager, and actually don't hate my job. I keep my room very clean, but my car is a mess, I'm not exactly sure why. I am a night person, and I take awhile to fall asleep. Lately, I am pretty lonely, and confused on alot of the feelings that I have. I have three tattoos, and my nipples pierced. I used to have a lot of piercings, but I just recently got this job that allows them so slowly I will get SOME back, not all that I used to have. I am proud to be gay, but ashamed of how little I have completed in the while that I have been here. My favorite TV show is HOUSE, M.D. I love to get kisses, and I love when I make people smile or laugh. I'm very open and nothing really embarresses me, but when I first meet someone I tend to clam up and get nervous, but I promise after a bit I easily warm up to you. I love pictures, esp. black and white. I love horror movies and anything to do with them. I wish though that they really did scare me. I am claustraphobic, but I love when people want to cuddle. I've only slept with one person, and I really don't want to just hook-up with anyone. My favorite word is silence/beautiful, I'm not sure why I like them so much. I don't care about money, or how much, or how little you have. Money is probably on the bottom of my list of things I could ever give more then two shits about. I am looking for someone amazing. Someone who gives me those amazing butterflies in my stomach that make you wear that cheesy grin at just the thought of them. I like compliments, but I pretend that I don't. I do smoke cigarettes, and I hope to one day quit, but it's not looking likely for soon. I drink, and I do like to get drunk when I go out. It makes me alot more social and that is how I met a majority of my 'club friends' that I currently have. My feelings are very easy to hurt, actually probably easier then you understand. Though, if you don't know me well you will never know, only the ones close to me will know, and most likely they will understand why I am upset. I had a lot of fucked up shit happen to me. I'm not looking for a sob story, but I'm not going to claim that it hasn't had a huge impact on who I am and how I think today. I love animals, and Wendy's Spicy Chicken Sandwiches. I have had my heart broken, and still am attempting to get over it, but I believe I am a lot better off then I was a few months ago. Again, I'm lonely. I love when someone takes the time to actually teach me something instead of doing it for me. I would love to learn to draw, to cook, to repair cars, everything and anything. I like to read. I probably read things you never read, or never heard of, usually because I just pick it up and start. Each book I read usually becomes my favorite and something in it relates to my life. I love music. I like a lot of different types, but industrial has my heart. I like Diet Coke, but I prefer regular Pepsi, why is this I'm not exactly sure. I love painting, and mosaics, poetry, clay, everything, but I'm not very good at any. I like to drink coffee and smoke cigarettes while having long talks. I love men. I am not looking for immature boys, I am not looking for boys that dress as girls, and I am certainly not looking for girls [ other then friends ]. I want to smile again and not have that thought blanketing the back of my head of why I shouldn't be. Bamboo is really nice accent to have around your room. I have some what of an obsession with my teeth, and want them as straight and white as possible [ my father is a dentist, the problem may have resulted from this ]. I love my friends. They are everything to me and actually more my family then my blood. I drive a 03 Civic, it isn't my dream car, but it gets me from A to B and I made sure to place stars and skulls on it to make it my own. I love my bed, not for sleeping for the security it brings me. I'm tired of being in debt, and slowly am digging myself out. I am going to go back to school, I am going to be amazing at what I do. I love the smell of Hollister Cologne and Tea Tree Oil. When I was little I used to sit up and wait for HBO to air Real Sex, it wasn't to be turned on, it was my curiosity. Still now, I am minoring in human sexuality and find the subject facinating. For the third and last time, I am lonely. I love Hippos, and Penguins, and Elephants! I like stars, and squares. My favorite number is 8, and I hope I can gain some weight to start working on somewhat of a decent body. I have green eyes, they are rarest next to violet. My favorite month is Summer, though my birthday is in April. I am a Taurus, and yes I am stubborn, but not pig-headed. I will listen to what you have to say, but most likely still see it my way. I'd rather eat fast food, then go to a resturant anyday. I suppose I like the unhealthy foods in life. I love mexican and chinese. Well I am really running out of things to tell you... so I am going to go. Hit me up sometimes if you are interested in maybe talking, meeting, or just being friends on here. My screenname is ConcupLscent.