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It's been a long week, both physically and mentally. All I want right now is just someone genuine to just snuggle and sleep with. No funny business, just innocent, affectionate snuggle and sleep. With arms around her waist, head nuzzled against her soft tummy, and her giving me light traces on my scalp and back. That's not too much to ask for, right? That is all. Happy Friday night.
One more night of power up runs before going back to work tomorrow. Just chilling tonight watching the first three Fast and Furious films. Because back then, it was actually about street racing.
Thank you all for the love and surprises on my birthday so far. It's made this slow work day better.
I'll be working on my birthday weekend this week, however, any love left on my page during the week through Saturday is always appreciated. I'm still not out of this battle yet, have to find out in May once I see the neurologist. Thank you all.
Well, I had my dizziness test, the results from the hearing test came back as well. Here's the latest update from my specialist.
"Good afternoon,
I received a copy of your audiogram from last month, but I had not gotten the whole report due to the dizzy testing having been done yesterday. As you are probably aware, your hearing is pretty bad and is significant for moderate to severe loss at the higher frequencies. This would also make tinnitus much worse, however, your ability to understand words has already dropped by 20%. This is concerning. Not sure if you have a family history of hearing loss, but this certainly looks like a genetic predisposition to hearing loss that we would normally see. As to the dizzy testing, the dizzy testing was negative for ear related dizziness and it was recommended to follow-up with neurology. If you do not already have a neurologist, I can certainly place a consult for you.
It looks like I may have a ways to go, a lot of mixed feelings and emotions flowing through
I usually don't post my real personal issues on here, but I feel this is one I need to share as this is becoming a battle now. I just had a hearing test today, and it seems my hearing loss is severe as well as a possibility of having precursor dementia, which may explain the balancing issues I've been having recently. It can be reversed as it's in the early stages, but at the moment, I need to get my hearing corrected and the ringing to stop. May or not include surgery somewhere down the road. At the moment, I am going to keep focusing on making it through work and trying to get back to being healthy again. I will update you all as more testing and things progress. I probably won't be doing many events and photographing this year, sadly. All I ask is just for some positive vibes and support to make it through. Thank you.
Sorry for not being as active as I usually am. Too much going on outside of here. Been trying to take of myself and many other things at the moment.
Ready to burn it down, and yes I'll be jamming to Sisqo's Thong Song.
https://youtu.be/mYzS4q9cupg?feature=shared
You know? I thought when I may have found someone outside of here that I could put Fubar aside and possibly begin a better life. I was wrong, dead wrong. Everything seemed decent at first, but eventually, the red flags started to show their way through. I wanted to do things right and take things slowly. Unfortunately, setting up my boundaries wasn't enough as the person got impatient, and a few times while I was out with the person, I got violated by her and felt very uncomfortable. Finally, the nail in the coffin and urge to walk away was the joking about leaving me for someone else and the fact she committed adultery with a married man. I feel like I handled this a little bit better and walked away when I felt like I should. While the wounds do hurt a little bit still as I'm licking them, I feel like I've dodged a major bullet. I just wish that I could meet someone who doesn't just view me a prize or sex object just because I've never been with anybody. Could use some cheer ups, some decent love, and comp
Looks like I might of found somebody special outside of Fubar. Go me. Doing better but still a lot of work to do on myself. Nice to find somebody supportive though.
Sorry I haven't been very active lately, I have way too many things going on at the moment. Going back to Amazon, battling some health issues, and struggling to get both my mind and body in better shape and in a better place. Thank you to those who continue to send me love, though. It's always appreciated.
What a game! The Atlanta Falcons defeat the Green Bay Packers with a last minute field goal for a final of GB 24 ATL 25. Hell yeah 2-0 now. Rise Up!
The Falcons actually won their season opener yesterday, well done. It's been six years.
Why is it difficult to get unsalted roasted peanuts these days? The less sodium the healthier. I do love my roasted peanuts but cutting down on my sodium intake.
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