its been quite a weekend. friday was the anniversary of my grandpa's death. he died 3 years ago and each year is harder and harder to cope with. now i know that he couldn't have lived forever, but we were blessed to have him for so long it was that much harder to say good-bye.
so friday was a pretty sad day for me. then sat was our family Christmas party and we had a blast. we laughed together and cried together and thats what we do best. my cousins have the best sences of humor and im so proud to be part of this family. poppy and grandma would've been so proud and i know they were looking down on us from heaven.
my family means the world to me and i wouldn't change anything for all the money in the world. i can't wait until i have someone in my life with whom i can share my family because i feel so blessed to be part of such a big loving family. its hard round the holidays for me to still be single.
im one of the only ones of my cousins my age, who still is. i know my price charming is out there and i know no relationship is perfect, but i'm willing to work hard at it. and thats the first step. i know i'll be a great wife and mother someday and i can't wait.
until then i'll just help my sis with her kids cuz their bitch ass dad won't. fine with me. he can rot in hell. ok kids im outtie. thanx for readin my bolg. =o) ttfn
~Lisa
