Greetings...whoever is left that I used to talk to and is still here,
I hope all of you are well, I just wanted to check in, and let you know that I had my year anniversary from my back surgery, and so far, so good. I've worked all year with no difficulties, have had no flare ups of the horrific leg pain that I battled and you all got to hear about, and am pretty much back to normal.
I am still fighting depression, and am still too stubborn to go see someone about it. I am so used to feeling blah, that I wouldn't know how to act feeling healthy AND happy.
I did manage to tear up my elbow. The Dr says that it's just tennis elbow, but after 3 months of regular pain, I am starting to doubt his abilities to diagnose elbow pain.
At work, I have had a horrible year for catching rash's. If it starts with the term "Poison" I do believe I had it this year. Something has messed up my body chemistry, because I've fought fungus issues all year also.
In summary, I have slowly fallen apart since I hit 40. Yay Me.
One of the reasons I have fizzled out is that I'm battling some pretty bad depression, due to a variety of personal things.
I could come on here, and be bitter in the Mumm's, and give rates that mean absolutely nothing because you can only get real points by spending money, but I don't see the point in pretending to be social, when all I really want to do is crawl in a hole and die.
I won't be seeing a Dr, It won't get batter any time soon, so don't expect anything earthshattering from me in the near future.
Thank you for those who stop by, it is a ray of light in an otherwise dreary existance.
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