Never Love Anybody Who Treats You Like You're Ordinary - Oscar Wilde

Don't lump gay and Crossdressers together. Just because I like female clothing doesn't mean I have any slight interest in males. It never ceases to amaze me how stupid and ignorant some people are. Now this also doesn't mean I'm a Crossdresser. A crossdresser implies I do this daily and in public. (at least by my own definition.)

If Only I was better at explaining who I am and what I desire. What I crave and seek. I'm half dutch half chinese. Yes I dress up as a girl (from time to time) I'm into some really interesting kinky stuff. I like who I am and I'm not afraid to be who I want to be. I love the attention I get but generally only when its from a female. I really just wish I was better at getting out points and interests.

I can be a bit of a needy person. I'm sorry for this but I've tried to change that. It's just my heart wants what it wants. It knows it needs and craves love. I'm a soulful person. I'm emotional like a female. I cry during movies especially romances that go in the right direction. I don't like being titled as anything. I'm male I'm female? I'm just me. Deal with it or don't. I'm an amazing person who is just a candle & wick looking to be lit up.
My vanilla name is Jason. The name most Mistress'(as in Dominant females) and Dominants call me are Puppy, boy, or pumpkin. I'm most certainly into BDSM No it's not like Whips and chains (though it could be..) It's more about a sensual experience with a controlling female. Someone who knows your ins and outs (literally) Someone who can tell when you're stressed and knows when you need attention. Someone whose going to be there for me. That's what a REAL Dominant does. Not that crap book 50 shades of ridiculously bad over erotica.

I'm rather kinky. I'm fond of some of the more kinkier side of S&M(even though it's already pretty kinky..hahaha). I love being spanked and even like spanking back (if that's your thing) some people aren't into it. That's cool. I understand. I'm trying to find my perfect Mistress. A fit/petite beautiful talented female. Someone who likes being in charge. As they say it She's a Top He's A Bottom. I'm very interested in Medical kinks and fetishes. I love a girl whose in the medical field. It's a fantasy of mine. The thought of being examined in a medical bed.. *shivers* Yeah We all have or weird desires or interests. In my mind my perfect mind this is where I'd like to be sometime soon. Experiencing the time of my life with the girl of my dreams.

I'm not interested in one night stands or anything temporary. I'm in search of something solid and I don't do POLY. It's disgusting because if you love someone you shouldn't need another man or women to complete the circle..well maybe another girl..I'd be okay with that.

Under all that though I want someone I can trust and be in love with. Someone I know has such feelings of warmth with me at all times. I'm a cuddle-er I love being held tightly. I love giving affection and receiving it just as much.

I believe in one major rule. That we have to have communication for ANYTHING to work out. Without communication we really won't last. I don't appreciate being set aside I certainly don't appreciate when people abandon me and not tell me things. It urkes me to no end when people get to know me then out of no where up and leave. It's just common courtesy to tell someone off and not just leave them hanging.

-=-=-=This profile is was written up in a such a way to find such a special person. If it's not you then it's not you do not. I repeat do not message me if you're just going to ridicule/make fun of or call me a fake.=-=-=-