Well, I am still your same old Chelsea, brown hair, blue eyes, 5'3 or 5'4, which ever it may be today...I am okay with the people in my life. Yeah, I don't have five thousand friends, but who cares? I am not concerned with those things. God has provided me with what He knows I need.

I am currently not going to school. I am trying to work because I am too much of a burden to live at home anymore. It's fine really. I did not expect them to keep the promise to let me stay home through out college. Besides, I am sick of having a cerfew for no reason except they want to keep controlling my life...I could barely go out anyway...and I am also sick of being treated like a child and having no privacy...oh and having my mail read to me...

On a lighter note, I love my life, and I am thankful that I have one. I enjoy being a shoulder for people, and bending over for others. I believe God sent me to this Earth to help people, and that is all. I try to put others before myself as much as possible. I enjoy people. I like getting to know many different types of people. I don't like to try and change people, nor do I think people should conform. Just be happy with yourself. Sometimes, I can be a bitch, but really... okay, I am. I am a terrible driver. I dislike ignorant and uneducated people as well as people who tell me what to do, and what not to do. I have high self respect, and my self esteem is undaunted by what you think of me. I am me. Love me or hate me. Either way you're thinking about me. =)

I have opinions and views just like...the rest of the population; so please do not send me retarded emails of criticism. I get irritated easily, and when I am upset, you will know. So don't constantly bother me asking if I'm mad or upset or whatever because that WILL make me mad. I hate being wrong. I like getting my way, which is usually not such a big deal. I procrastinate a lot, because my mind is always in 20 different places. I am impatient. I dont really have any special talents. Although, I do like to draw and I do that very well. I haven't in a while. I am too busy. I love the beach. I love the quiet, and I love loud music. I like every type of music; some, more than others. I wish I had time to read. I like books, and I have a crazy imagination. I have a sarcastic sense of humor. I love to laugh and make people laugh. I am not the nicest person in the world, but I can promise I am not the meanest. I love daffodiles, and antiques. I love to dance. Summer is my favorite season. I don't sing very well, but I do it anyway.

I want to go to Egypt, Greece, Italy, and all those other places; I smart off. I still love to smile..which is getting easier for me to do. I have bitchin' friends. I love them so much.

I believe love is real. I hate throwing that word around. A lot of people "fall in love" with everyone. I only want to fall in love once...I have. I could not go through that again. A part of you really dies. Try to move on. It is hard, I will not deny that, but most of the time they won't come back...so please, don't try. It only makes you more of an angry, bitter person. I'm there guys.

I want to teach history, because it matters. Those people out there who complain that history repeats itself, well if you gave a hoot about your kids who you have kicked out of the house for whatever reason, and you MADE them go to school or at least encouraged them to learn a little bit, those future presidents and politicians would know the difference. Maybe they would have a sense of reality and make the world a better place.

Fin.