haha alright that was weird. i just joine then it said user not found so i think i joined like.. 3 or 4 times. but hopefully this one is the last one. as i was saying. i heard about this site from a friend of mine. shes sexy as hell. but she told me that this was a hot site n that there were tons of sexy people on here. well. im here. so i should fit right in. my Name is Chris Willz. im concited just so you know. but you will grow to love me. The whole reason im here, is because of Jezzabell. i let her down, more then once. and when she needed me the most i wasnt there. i was acting like an asshole. sumthing kind of happened and i rubbed it in her face becausei knew it was going to happen sooner or later adn i was ebing a total jerk about it. when really, i should of just been there for her and supported her. but i didnt and i fucked up. and now i think she hates me. Jezz, i know your reading this so i apologize. i am truely sorry. i know i fuck up and i know im an asshole. i have bad breath in teh morning and im cranky when i dont get chocolate. im concited as hell and im a ladies man. i love women and they love me. i am an attention whore. i always have to be the center of attention. i think im always right. i am easily jealous. i have a bad tempter but i would never hit you. im protective and cautious. i eat alot and i love to work out. im egotisticle and i brag about having a big dick. i work 2 jobs and i blow my money like tis nothing. im not that smart and i easily forget things. but i will try to stop fucking up, and i will stop ebing an asshole. i will brush my teeth the second i wake up, and i will try to get over my addiction to chocolate. i wont talk about myself so much and i will try not to flrt. i only love one woman, but i cant stop otehrs from loving me. i will blend in insted of making msyelf noticed, i will admit it when im wrong, and i will try not to jump to comclusions and get jealous. i will controle my anger and never yell at you. you will have extreme freedom but i will always protect you. i wont pig out as often and i will spent less time on the bench. i will not admire myself so much, but admire you insted. and i wont even mention my dick in public. i will work but it will be reasonable so we can send time together and i will start saving my money insted of using it up liek air. i can learn more from you and i wont be so stupid some times. adn i will always remember you, most of all. Jezzabell you are and forever will be my princess. i know i fucked things up for us. and since u were with stephen, things got even worse and i rubbed that in your face. and i was wrong to do so. i know i dont deserve to be forgiven for that but i am on my knees begging you for another chance. atleast for friendship. i know were friends now. but your still distant from me. i want us to eb close again. you were my best friend. i miss that. and maybe one day if you ever decide to forgive me we can be more. but i will always respect your wishes. and i will always love you. and i dont care who knows it. i miss you. i miss hodling you. i miss having you in my arms. please mami.. my mija.. my little chicana. let me in your life again.